Ramblings

Trying to study when your mind is hooked on that novel you've left midway, tht tv show u jst downloaded but couldn't watch and on such other innumerbale things which not long ago seemed a chore. Solitary studying definitely makes one realize a lot about oneself. There are times When I am reading through a page for more than five mins. without the faintest idea of what it is about. The temptation to gorge is ah!!! so tempting.

But the arduous journey I have undertook on my own volition was never a rosebed and this reality check makes me arise from the soporofic existence, hitting me hard on the back and pushing me to delve into the books with a vengeance to conquer. It is a tough task to sustain this euphoric state of mind when targets are achieved, when due portions are covered and when I sleep with a satisfaction that I've done justice to the day. At times I fail miserably like today when I was supposed to read through 100 odd pages of the insanely dull Starke's International Law but couldn't manage even 1/4th of it. But then being judgmental and critical would rob me of another day when i sit brooding on the time missed and hyperventilating over the pages staring. Tomorrow is yet another day and what if the day was not upto the mark, i did enjoy myself reading what i wanted to, writing this post and as i do so thinking about the possibility of covering a little more of the task tonight. It is a journey forward and backgazing would not help me here.

Wishing myself luck and the beatific smile of the satisfaction when I would be done with Starke in a next couple of days.